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You Lifted Me Out - Chris Tomlin
Verse 1
You turned my way
You heard my cry
You turned my mourning into shouting
Sorrow may last for a night
But with the light I am seeing
I am singing

Chorus
You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it’s the anthem I’m singing

Verse 2
Many will see
Many will hear
And find You strong enough to save
Many the wonders You have done
Your light has come, I am singing
I am singing

Bridge
Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will
I am back to post about the happenings after I went missing for 6 days

East Day ( 6th December 2008 ) :
Had East Day with the whole group from east. There were 12 groups of all shapes & sizes with 4 stations and 1 mega challenge.

The game briefing was at Plaza Singapura Basement and we were all screaming like no one was there :x We were divided into teams and there was 6 people in our group (including me).
The people are :
1) Cher (leader)
2)YingJie
3)Hao Jun
4)Myself
Still got 2 more but I forgot their names :x (Short term memory arh)
4 girls and 2 boys

The Amazing Race started and everyone was scattered around running to carrefour.

Station 1 -> Carrefour Challenge
We were suppose to use our phones to snap 15-20 items which amounts to the closet of $324.94. The items that we were suppose to have includes 1 electronic appliances, 1 household item and 1 clothing.
We took pictures of 15 items (or was it 16 items) which totalled up to $324.95 then rushed back to the basement to find the game master to see that other teams are there also. By the time we got the second station clue, we were at 7th place and Hao Jun had to go home.

Ran over to the second station

Station 2 -> The Cathay
We were supposed to count how many TV were there on the highest floor and find the game master was like on the 5th floor. Our answer was wrong but we guessed the answer a few times before we got it right.

Station 3 -> Do Or Dare ( The Cathay)
We had to find 3 adults to do chicken dance & flim it down or tie our legs until the end of the race.
Obviously, we choosed to do the chicken dance as it would be much easier but took us a while to accomplish it as most of the people that the girls found were not willing to do it. Once we done it, we ran back to the game master and Cher showed the video.

Got the next clue and it comes in a form of a riddle :

I'm a queen residing at the basement in the city
A milky scoop of me only worth cents 90
Take a picture with me as one
Develop it fast, it is gonna be fun

Basically, I think that all group went to the basement to find the shop which includes our group too. After that, I read the clue and found out the clue which actually leading us to some place but I just could not think of it. I was thinking about the hints which were queen, basement & city. I went to the toilet while the girls waited outside for me.
So they said they wanted to go to Ngee Ann City's Dairy Queen so we quickly walk and ran to the nearest bus stop to take bus 36 as that was the bus that came first.Reached the bus stop and walk to the traffic light and then we had cross the road just to reach the building.
While queuing to buy the ice cream, Wilfred's teammates came and they were a few people away from us buying.
After we got the ice cream, we got someone to help us take photo and then went to the nearest photo shop to develop it out and it took us 2 minutes and $2 for a 3R sized photo (Shared the amount evenly between ourselves)
While waiting, Cher called Jacq and asked about the next location which is SMU Admin Block,beside NTUC Income and we got to get there in the shortest time possible using any transport. At first, we decided to take bus but seeing the crowd at the underpass, we decided to take MRT instead to City Hall and then run there. 1 of the girls went to buy standard ticket while 1 went to toilet and 1 went to top up. Waited for all to come back before we could go inside as we do not want to leave anyone behind.
Boarded the train & headed for city hall MRT station and we quickly ran after we tapped our cards and returned the standard ticket. Kept pushing myself to the limit & also the encouragement from my team mates which made me not to give up until we reached the SMU Admin Block. Thanks a lot girls :D
Reached there and guess what ? We were the first team to arrive and then went to 7-11 to buy drinks and chatted with the girls.

After that, we had the ultimate challange which was to drink down a cup of the giant slurpee using 2 straws. We did not quite hear the instructions clearly which was at 1/4 cup left, we could just open the top of the cup and drink it so we just drank it all the way with the 2 straws we had.
I was like drinking half a cup of the slurpee like nobody business and was hopping around as I had brain freeze. But too bad, another group won but the best thing was that we enjoyed ourselves.

Labels: East Day

Today our actual meeting time was 5 pm but Alvin later changed the time to 5.45 pm as he was meeting others first. Actually when he SMS-ed me, I was already at the bus stop waiting for the bus. I took bus 3 down to interchange and walked around to pass time. Ain, Azmi and Salimin actually saw me and then walked over to say hello and chatted for a while. Waited until 6+ pm before Alvin actually called to tell me that to meet him at the other Macdonald instead. Walked over there and then Alvin saw me and called me from behind.
Alvin treated me to fries and then started teaching me things about how to build a better relationship with god and he also told me one experience that he had encountered with god. Alvin also thought me on how to actually how to read the bible.
Left Macdonald at 7+ pm and walked together with Alvin to the bus interchange. I took bus 3 while Alvin took Bus 31.

One more thing before I end today post. There is a freedom service organised by my church and I would like to warmly invite you down. It is on 25th October 2008, Saturday. If you need more information, you can ask me by tagging my tagbaord. :D




So that concludes my story for today and maybe I will blog tomorrow.
Before I start this post, I would like to thanks all the brothers from Eastdee2 for celebrating my birthday today as I already would have expected this to happen.

It started out with a normal day when I met up with Isaac at the bus interchange. There was a walk in interview at MacDonald but we were rushing for time so we turned down the offer. Went for service until 1430 hrs and then went to eat lunch.
Alvin asked me and Christopher to go and buy a cake with a budget of $20 and then Ruixian tagged along with us. Bought the cake from swissbake which cost $16.50 for like 300 gram of Oreo cheesecake. :x
Walked over to Istana Park and I was told by Alvin to hold the cake and waited for instructions to bring in the cake. Brought the cake in and I was like shocked when they sang the song for me but luckily I did not drop the cake on the ground otherwise there will be no cake to eat. :O
Revived a card which was made by them and also a book. I will upload the pictures soon as I managed to find them.
Took train to punggol then transferred bus home.
My birthday was considered a disaster as the candle they gave only 15 while I am 16 this year.

I would like to thank a few people for wishing me and they are,

Friends :
1) Isaac
2) Hong Peng
3) Suraj

Habbo Friends :
1) Sweetielin95
2) Whitestars293
3) Double-ii
4) hab.gal.here
5) Motor-Ocean
6) ahVan

Okay, got to go already :P
Today I would like to wish all 12 years old & below a Happy Children Day and all the Malay's Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

2 more days to my b'day

I have created a personal blog for myself at another link. I will still post here whenever I can as I will be spending most of my time doing the personal blog. If you want to invite you to my blog , please tell me your email but I will still have to decide if I should let you see my personal one .
Today is MrsSpongebob birthday and I would like to wish her a happy birthday and hope that what you wish for may come true and forever be happy but I did not prepare any present for her yet :x
Oh my god, Jerz said that she saw me yesterday at the heeren . I was like standing so close to them if cannot see sure got problem. LOLs, just joking :P
I think I need to hide myself already. She wanted to say hi but I walked away already because there was a uncle that blocked her way.
Notebook say I never greet him or say hi. Notebook arhs, if I were to greet the wrong person then I will be very paiseh lehs. I saw yoyohihi but he did not see me :P
So sad that Jerz and Situ did not make it for the next round. *sobs* If next year Jerz and Situ join again, must support them again. :D
I did actually voted for the both of them. The judges have 70% while audiences have 30% of voting rights.
I do not know if I should try for next year teenage icon 2009 if have ? I have not decided yet but most probably I will want to try it to gain confidence.

That is all for now~~
Ok, back with a post for today.
What I did toady was that I went to Orchard Road. I left the house at 2.30pm and reached the hereen at 4 pm cause I was waiting for the bus at my place which took so long to arrive.
Once I reached there, I went up to the 4th floor but on the way saw Daniel & gang who where there to spot the Criteria as Daniel turn is tomorrow LOLS. I missed Jerz singing as she was the first few contestants to sing while Situ had A26 so I stayed back to wait for him to sing his piece. After situ sang his song, I left the place to buy mint ice-cream and walked to the bus-stop to wait for bus number 65 to arrived. As the first bus arrived, it was so packed till I had to wait for the next bus which was not full of people at all.
Reached tampines interchange at 8+ pm and went to buy macdonalds as my dinner and then took bus home.
End of post ~~
Today, I received something from teenage :P
It is actually a CD which I won by taking part in the website.
But the package is very weird. Even though is a CD, they sent like as if there was a big package. being sent to me. It is very exaggerating.
The CD details as follows :
Band Name - One Night Only
Album - Started A Fire

There are 10 songs in the CD and the titles are

• Just For Tonight
• It's About Time
• You And Me
  
• He's There
• Start Over
  
• Time
• Stay At Home
• It's Alright
• Sweet Sugar
• Hide

Next, Habbo had a makeover today with free battleball and snowstorm from now on whichh I think will attract more people to play cause it is interesting and fun. Habbo really trying to attract more people to join habbo.

I want to stop here for now.
Goodbye.

You Are 52% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.

I would like to present someone with a award and the post is made for her.
This award is for someone who always made me felt loved in habbo hotel :D

The award is : The Most Loved In Habbo
Going out to MrsSpongebob . Yay !!

MrsSpongebob, you deserve this award <3
I am totally going crazy already. I cannot control my total emotion and gets agitated easily over a small matter. I every night would cry on my bed bitterly without anyone noticing me. You may say that I might be too emotional but it is true.I am on the verge of breaking down.My mind still does give me headaches and the painful memories which I have intended to forget has not totally left my brain yet.It is totally diffcult to put down something and move on if the thing still stay inside my head.
I better go and have a rest before my brain is about to explode.
Replies to tagg first

ROXY:
Lols, i just happened to chance upon yr blog , HAHAS. Words of wisdom ? *CHOKES* x) TAKECARE !
Reply: o.O , do not choke please. I do not want to send you to the hospital.

Backs to posting :

I finally realised that no one could be really trusted in my life. What does friends mean really ? Is it when they need you they will ask you to do for them and you just do it ? Or is it when they do not need you they will kick you aside like a football and hurt your feelings deeply ?
I felt totally hurt and have no courage to really move on foward in life. All the people in my life have hurt me deeply that no one really knows as I have not told anyone. I been really trying to forget the past but it is always haunting me at night. I also cried and had terrible headaches cause of it and nothing could be done. Who can I really trust in my life ???
One more thing, habbosoup is finally back up and running.
Now back today to post and blog.
Replies to taggies :

Double-ii`jerlene :
WHEEEEEEE~! hihi! Just bored. Just giving you a random tag! ;D
Reply : Hi, tagged you back at your blog already.

xuelin ; mrs spongebob :
hey babe! uu giv me award , than i will giv uu :] giv me the most friendly de hor!
Reply : I can give you a award but I must think of an award to give you :D

jiaen :
rotten-fish here. shall tag you with jiaen in the future ;D Im tagging you again anw! Cheer up no matter what. In life you've gotta pick urself up and move on. All the way! XD
Reply : Okay, thanks for the encouragement.

XUELIN :
COS HE NOT FRIENDLY LIKE ME MAHHN ;] TAGHGG ME MORE BABE!
Reply : Wah, you mean yoyohihi super evil is it ?

MrSpongeBob :
relink my name as Joshua thanks
Reply : Relinked you my friend

Whitestars293 :
LOL! No luhs. hahaha! it's what people call maomao. ;X
Reply : o.O Next time call him meiyoumao arhs ?

xiaogirl :
you should know who i am right ?
Reply : YES !

ROXY :
Hays LaylaBloom (: Well, don't feel down okay, there's always a way to get things sorted out. Everyone has their ups and downs, so do takecare kaykay ? Live life at it's fullest :D
Reply : Roxy, where did you come from ?? Did you come from someone's blog ? *giggles* Thanks for comming down to my blog and saying words of wisdom :D

Since I have finished my tags, I shall continue to my post.
As I have been busy doing somethings, I did not even find time to post here on my blog. You may ask what I have been doing these days as I played habbo and wolfteam.
I am back to playing wolfteam as it is a nice game. By the way, teenage magazine is out already so do remember to get a copy of the latest magazine.

I shall end here .
Now is time for me to reply those tags .

xiaogirl : I am sure there's a listening ear , friend or what ? Once , I ever wanted to do silly stuffs like you .
Take your time , time heals the wound.
I am in same shoes as you , so I understand how you feel , my friend , don't worry, i know its difficult , take one step at a time
Remember there's a idiom, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, keep on walking and you will find light , GOD BLESSED YOU
No matter how narrow the journey is , life still move on
I am facing this problem as you do , you are not the only one.

Reply : I now trust no one as my friend as they had betrayed my trust once and I never wanted to be hurt by anyone or anybody again. You may say that I am selfish but my mind is the one which is driving me crazy and it is totally messed up.

Whitestars293 : Hello LaylaBloom. Lalala~ Meiyoumao... LOL! ;XX

Reply : o.O White , did you pull all of maomao hair ??? Later he poor thing :x

XUELIN : SRY AR , I KINDA MIA from habbo awhile L:X

Reply : Wah, MIA from habbo :( Come back soon to habbo

That concludes the replying of the tags.
I freaking totally hate my life. I cannot wait to end my painful and hurting life. Even though I may seem like having a good life, but I am actually suffering in slience as I do not want to speak out as I myself trust no one. I treated you like a friend but you bully me and touched me. Pain and sufferings were only left inside of me. Do you even know that ??????
You people will just ask me to let go but if you were in my shoes, what will you feel ? I know it will never easy to let things go that simple and lead back a normal life. My mind is in a whirl and very lost. I am trying to find the courage to get back up but I feel like it is not with me right now.

I have nothing to say as I am feeling very vexed ~~
Signing off ~~

Labels: vexed

Hi people, I am back to blog as last few days I was not feeling very well. I am having a very terrible headache and had nothing to write so decided not to blog.

Well, replies to tag first...

redhia: Ellos, just passing by yeah ;D Random blog since i'm bored so just tag ;D
Reply : Hellos. Did you get here by sweetielin95 blog ??


jiaen: aka Rotten-fish. Hello! xD
Reply : Hello XD. You finally relinked my blog I guess ?

Okay, tags replied for now.
Back to my post....

I feel like my brain is about to explode and the thing keep on flowing back. What can I do to stop it ? Even though I left it behind, it came back to my brain and makes me remind of it happening. The thing u left behind is only the stains which is difficult to wash off.
Been doing nothing these days other than going online to play online games like going to habbo hotel and chat with them.Other than that, I have been resting a lot as I said I was not feeling well so I needed rest.

There is nothing else I want to post already.
How many percent Emotional are you ??? ( Took from friendster)
(1)
[]I like Black
[]I like White
[x]I like Red
[x]I like Blue
[]I like Orange
Total: 2

[]Cut yourself using a penknife
[x]Felt like dying
[]Went home as late as 11pm.
[x]Attempted suicide.
[x ]Took someone as a punching bag
Total: 3

[ ]Wore Black Eyeliner to school.
[x]Pretended that nothing has happened
in life.
[ ]Wore full black out to mall
[x]Rebellious to your parents
[x]Hated everyone in life.
Total: 3

[x]Cried for your loved ones.
[x]Broke someone's heart.
[x]Made someone cried.
[ ]Made sacrifices to the girl/guy you
loved.
[x]Been unreasonable before.
Total: 4

[ ]Ate sleeping pills so you can't
wake up forever.
[ ]Have more than 10 black shirts.
[ ]Edited your own photo till it's
very emo.
[x]Hated someone because that someone
hates you too.
[ ]Have alot of enemy because their
jealous that you are emo.
Total: 1

> Total up everything and times 4.(:
13 x 4 = 52 % xDD yay !!!

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Labels: emotional

Now is 12.09 am and I cannot seem to sleep now and pretty bored to death.
People who visit my blog, please leave a tag as my tag board seems quite dead already.
I need to find something to kill my boredom by playing online games or listening to songs which I have on my laptop.
Nothing to post so it will end here :D

Labels: Tag

Back to blogging today.
As you can see in my earlier post, I found the lyrics for the song "Wo You Zui" by Kenji Wu.
Actually did not want to post at all cause nothing to post at all. Just now one of my friend and I was chatting on MSN about some things which will not be disclosed here on my blog.
Did my blogging now and playing habbo as well cause boring and nothing to do and finding some songs on imeem for my blog now.
Today will be a short post cause nothing to talk about so see ya !!
Title : Wo You Zui
Artist : Kenji Wu Ke Qun

Wo Zhi Dao Wo You Zui
我知道我有罪
Jiang De Zui
讲的罪
Wo Tai Zi Yi Wei
我太自以为
Wo Zhi Dao Wo You Cuo
我知道我有错
Jiang De Cuo
讲的错
Tan Xin You Yan Jiu
贪新又厌旧
Shuo Hua Da Sheng Shi Wo Jiu Shi Wo
说话大声是我就是我
Cuo Que Bu Hao Suo
错却不好说
Nian Hua Re Cao Shi Wo You Shi Wo
拈花惹草是我又是我
Zui Rang Ni Cheng Shou
罪让你承受
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Shuo Hua Bie Da Sheng
说话别大声
Wo Cuo Wo Cheng Ren
我错我承认
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Yue Chang Yue Da Sheng
越唱越大声
Wo Ai Wo Cheng Ren
我爱我承认
Chang Dao Wo Sheng Si Li Jie
唱到我声嘶力竭
Na You Ru He
那又如何
Ni Zhi De Geng Hao De Nan Ren
你值得更好的男人
Wo Zhi Dao Wo You Zui
我知道我有罪
Jiang De Zui
讲的罪
Zhi Chu Yi Zhang Zui
只出一张嘴
Wo Zhi Dao Wo You Cuo
我知道我有错
Jiang De Cuo
讲的错
Huai Peng You Tai Duo
坏朋友太多
Rang ni Shang Xin Shi Wo Jiu Shi Wo
让你伤心是我就是我
Cuo Que bu Hao Shuo
错却不好说
Pi Zi Wu Lai Shi Wo You Shi Wo
痞子无赖是我又是我
Zui Rang Ni Cheng Shou
罪让你承受
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Shuo Hua Bie Da Sheng
说话别大声
Wo Cuo Wo Cheng Ren
我错我承认
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Yue Chang Yue Da Sheng
越唱越大声
Wo Ai Wo Cheng Ren
我爱我承认
Chang Dao Wo Sheng Si Li Jie
唱到我声嘶力竭
Na you Ru He
那又如何
Ni Zhi De Geng Hao De Nan Ren
你值得更好的男人
Rang Wo Zhe Zui Ren
让我这罪人
Rang Dao Xin Hui Yi Leng
让到心灰意冷
Tong Ku Ni Han Bu Chu Sheng
痛苦你喊不出声
Ni Bei Yi Zhuan Shen
你背已转身
Wo Kan Dao Ni Shang Hen
我看到你伤痕
Cai Zhi Dao Wo Cuo
才知道我错
Wo You Duo Me Can Ren
我有多么残忍
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Shuo Hua Bie Da Sheng
说话别大声
Wo Cuo Wo Cheng Ren
我错我承认
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Yue Chang Yue Da Sheng
越唱越大声
Wo Ai Wo Cheng Ren
我爱我承认
Chang Dao Wo Sheng Si Li Jie
唱到我声嘶力竭
Na You Ru He
那又如何
Ni Zhi De Geng Hao De Nan Ren
你值得更好的男人
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Zai Ye Bie Da Sheng
再也别大声
Wo Cuo Wo Cheng Ren
我错我承认
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Quan Shi Jie Shi Sheng
全世界失声
Wo Ai Wo Cheng Ren
我爱我承认
Chang Dao Ni Xin Hui Yi Zhuan
唱到你心回意转
Ting Wo De Ge
听我的歌
Zhe Ci Wo Bi Shui Dou Ren Zhen
这次我比谁都认真
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
Jiu Fa Wo Chang Qing Ge
就罚我唱情歌
I am feeling very weird these days. I just do not know why this is happening to me. I just want to forget it but it keeps coming back as if it is a scar left behind on me which is very painful and hurt. Can I even have my peace ? Every time it flows into my brain, I would just cry and felt helpless and do not even have the strength to carry on in life.What can I even do ? I feel too hopeless to do anything. I feel terrified and scared.
I keep on crying in slience and do want to start life a new but really scared.I am at a loss.
I want to get out and hope it will help a lot.

Shall end my post for today.
I went to 2 places today. One was the Suntec City and the other one was Kallang Leisure Park.
Went to Suntec City because my sister wanted to see the maple event. The place was packed and people were seen queueing for I do not even know because of the goodies bag. Bought 2 Croissants and ate it cause I was hungry and never ate my lunch. Walked at carrefour and there was so crowded and it was packed like sardines.
Next, decided to go to Leisure Park by taking bus 16 and was only 3 bus stop away. The place had nothing much but it is very nice. There was also some uncles and aunties dancing line dance. Bought some things from a shop that sells Korean things and even though I do not know what it is , it still tasted great. Went to the arcade to play games of course and it was fun. Went to Cold Storage to buy water and cheese. Then took the shuttle service to Kallang MRT before taking bus 12 home.
On the way home, there was this guy who sat beside me, he kept on lying on my shoulder as if I was his pillow is it ? I was angry but there was nothing I could do. Came home around 6.30pm as we went to eat our dinner as well and then slept for a while before I blogged now.
End of my outing .
Before I blog , I would like to reply to some tags.

Whitestars293: Hello LaylaBloom. Thanks for tagging at my blog. How did you manage to find my blog? - scratch head - ;D
Reply: From Jerz blog that I got to know of your blog :D

-Dysphoric: hello (: link me okay )
Reply: Your linked :D

WEII-: HELLO,HOW R U , I GOT A NEW BLOG
Reply : A new blog ? By the way,who are you ??

Now is back to blogging.
I feel very tired these days and sleeps a lot and have no interest in doing other things. I feel I am useless and wants to forget the past and just start fresh but it keeps on coming back to my brain for some reason. I am now living in fear and agony just because of that thing. ( Do Not even ask me what was it) I have been thinking over these past few days. If I was to go back to that place, I will have that kind of fear thanks to YOU !!! ( That person who knows who he is, please get a LIFE OF YOUR OWN and you do not even want me to post here as it is going to be nasty.)
I now do not know what to do. I am lost, confused and no sense of direction now.
I have nothing to say to say already so bye !!

Labels: lost and confused

Title : Wei Ni Xie Shi
Artist : Kenji Wu Ke Qun

Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Guai Shi
爱情是一种怪事
Wo Kai Shi Quan Shen Bu Shou Kong Zi
我开始全身不受控制
Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Ben Shi
爱情是一种本事
Wo Kai Shi Lian Zi Ji Dou Bu Shi
我开始连自己都不是
Wei Ni Wo Zuo Le Tai Duo De Sha Shi
为你我做了太多的傻事
Di Yi Jian Jiu Shi Wei Ni Xie Shi
第一件就是为你写诗

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Li Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Mei De Shi Ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Guai Shi
爱情是一种怪事
Ni De Xiao Rong Shi Wei Yi Zhong Zhi
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Ben Shi
爱情是一种本事
Wo Zai Ni Xin Li Shen Me Wei Zi
我在你心里什么位置
Wei Ni Wo Zuo Le Tai Duo Sha Shi
为你我做了太多的傻事
Di Yi Jian Jiu Shi Wei Ni Xie Shi
第一件就是为你写诗

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Li Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Mei De Shi ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Ki Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Me De Shi Ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Ming Zi
但唯一不忘你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Yang Zi
但唯一不忘你的样子

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Ming Zi
但唯一不忘你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Yang Zi
但唯一不忘你的样子

After a few days of Missing In Action or MIA for short , I am back with a post for now.
I prefer to rot at home than going anywhere cause I do not even have the mood. I feel tired and do not even like doing things which I even used to do last time. I am totally lost right now. I do not know if it is stress, depression or what. I now do not like to talk as much as before in real life and keep most of my things to myself. I wish to just erase the awful and bad memories that has happened but I cannot seem to get rid of it. I wish that I would have a new environment so that I can just start life afresh and new.
I just wonder, why did I even choose to be alive in the first place ???? I am feeling so vexed and frustrated until I cannot stand it anymore and I wish I was never alive so that I no need to even give them the headache and pains. I did not have the mood to blog yesterday as I was totally screwed up.
Anyway, I have nothing to blog and say.
Signing off ~~~
I would like to post for the last few days I guess :x

Saturday 14/06/2008
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Did nothing but to watch and to use my computer and rotted at home like any other days in my life which is tunning into habbosoup and playing habbo. Stayed up till nearly 2am to tune into Jerz session. Ate KFC as my dinner.

Sunday 15/06/2008
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Did nothing but sleep a lot cause I was too tired and did not have any mood to go anywhere but ate Macdonalds for my dinner.

Monday 16/06/2008
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Today stayed at home. Played maple and lvled up to lvl 50 today. Played habbo to chat with them as I was bored. Tune into habbosoup as there is Deejays who plays nice songs. Did nothing else for today.

Signing off ~~~
People would consider this as a bad or unlucky day for some reason but I have no idea or the reason behind the reason. Today I played drift city and played habbo hotel while tunning into habbosoup as they awayls have the best things and USER FRIENDLY too. :D
Only did these things and only blogged and changed my link and blogskins too cause I think it is time for me to change everything already. I wanted to start things a new while not letting the past comming back to haunt me anymore. I have decided to put down that load and move on in life.
End of post ~~~
Okay, this was what happened for the Habbosoup DJ application.
On Wednesday, I went there to queue up for the habbosoup DJ application at Fougeres room in habbo hotel. There were lots of people queueing up as many of them were quite interested in becoming a DJ in habbosoup. I actually did not want to join this application but with the encouragement given by Swordwarrior, I decided to take another shot in this application.
Waited for some time before it was my turn to enter. I was nervous and was mumbling my words and somemore it was rainning on that day which made me very cold. They told me to wait for the results on friday.
Today is the day where the result would be out. Even though I did not get in , I am still happy that some of my friends got in as a habbosoup DJ. I would like to say those who got is to work hard and congratz to you for getting in as the 10 trail DJ for habbosoup.

The 10 Trail DJ :

1. -Jaslyn-
2. Angemon
3. =Eddy=
4. Grig-
5. Civon-
6. Sweetielin95
7. Burned-
8. Scratchbook
9. MasterWann
10. xXBlueberryXx

These are the names of the selected people who got in.
Nothing to post so bye ~~

Labels: DJ application result

Before I post today, I want to say something about yesterday.
During the Semi-Finals, first I pked was YeoGreenTea and got into the top 6 but when pking with Rotten-Fish, I lost to her because I went offf tune and forgotten the lyrics as I was too nervous -.-"'
1 more thing, I was shocked when I heard Jerz was back.
Hmm......... the top 3 were : Rotten-Fish
Sweetielin95
Scratchbook
It was time to vote for the winner and I am not going to say who I voted for. The result came out and Scratchbook was the winner of Habbosoup Star Idol.

Back to my posting for today.
Today as usual rotted at home doing nothing but playing my games such as habbo hotel and slept in the afternoon and praticing for the Habbosoup DJ application which is happening on this wednesday and thursday. I hope get in this time if not this 3 time already.

Goodnight all
See Ya ~~~

Labels: Habbosoup Star Idol Result

Totally nothing to say for the finals today. Got into the top 6 but did not managed into get into the finial 3. It is considered a great achievement for me already as I think the had very high standard and I did not really sing quite well today as I had a bit of fever. Rotted at home today cause parents had to work and praticed really hard for the compertition but never mind cause I got used to it already.
Nothing to say already...
Goodnights ~~~
Joined Habbosoup Star Idol today as it was the day for habbosoupers to show off their singing talent during 7-10 pm. Was so nervous today but tried to calmed myself down cause I was the first one to sing. Got good remarks from the Judges. Waited until 10.20 for the result came out and I got in. Woots ~~~~

I am going to post the result here ~~~

The Qualified Contestants :
(Habbo Names not in any particular order)

1. Rotten-Fish
2. LoveVangel
3. DamienBest
4. Lisal
5. Chewinggums,
6. YeoGreenTea
7. LaylaBloom ( that is me in habbo :D)
8. Sweetielin95
9. x--ToXiiC
10. Burned-
11. Scratched
12. ameliathestrange

Ok , these are the names here are the contestants which got into the top 12 and the final will be tomorrow from 7-10pm @ The ThreatreDome or simply open a internet explorer /Mozilla firefox and type this : www.habbosoup.net
Okay, that is all for now !
I am totally so pissed off today cause I told my mum that I do not even wish to see anyone but she invited the counsellors down without even telling me in advance and totally ran into the toilet for an hour plus until they left cause I got so angry and even used my hand to hit the wall and trashed my room. When I mean it , I really do it !!
I feel like they do not understand what I want at all. They do things without consulting me first but always tell me in the last minute and do not care what I think. I just wish to leave this world and forget this pain cause I cannot take it anymore and I am going crazy already thanks to my hateful life.
Just now in the morning, Salimin asked me to help him find 2 songs but imesh does not have this song. Did some adjustment to my blog and saw the layout but it is not finished yet. It will take some more time just to get it done and running.
That is all ~~~~
Bye !!
Back to blogging again.
The website is currently under maintaince by my friend and I have created a blog for the website.
Looked and searched for blogskins which suit the whole website but took me a long time to find it and then configured the skin.
I have been playing "drift city" these days as it was nice and been trying to level up quickly.Dicussed the website with my friend and shared ideas on what to do. Chatted on MSN with him today cause we planned to open the website as soon as possible.
Isaac wanted to go out with me yesterday but I refused because he did not tell me in advance so I decided to ignore him and sleep at home. He call me today to tell me something which I could not believe it and I laughed at him.
That is all for today ~~~~
Bye !
Hi all once again. Back to blog here and to tell you something. I found a game which is "Drift City" online and downloaded it to play and founded it was very nice something like maple but this is a driving game where you have to complete missions in order to level and compete with others players form other countries and you would get game money to purchase new cars.
-Other than that , dicussing something and planning something secretly. :D
I will tell you when the time is right. Now is still under construction so cannot say.
-Checked my mails and found out there was a lot of mails :O
-Played habbo hotel for now and feeling very high with habbosoup.net cause notebook,situhaiyang and Kelvin or should I say KNS gang. They awayls make us listeners super high.
Also, a primary school friend added me but I cannot seem to remember her name and then she keep on asking me to guess. I got STM (Short Term Memory) so cannot seem to remember like names. I feel like wanting to dig out my past but seems to be scared of it.
That is all ..................
Be back to post ~~
Back to post on my dear bloggie again.
Did nothing again other than the same old stuff and I will never get bored easily. Practicing for HS Idol and trying to keep voice in tip-top condition before the day comes and do my best for it as what I said in my last post.
I know that many of you are out of the country as now is the holidays and it is time for us to let loose our feelings but some of them still cannot yet as they still have school on holidays. Like what is holidays when students have to go back to school on a holiday.Cannot they just have a break rather then chewing into their holidays and schools are pressuring students too much just for what.
Is it just the grades that they are going to get ? Is it the future job they will hold or to make their parents showoff their child results ????? I do not really understand parents why did they ever force us to do things that we do not want like going to school as they always say that it is for our own good and future. Can"t we just choose our own future instead of you nagging at us ? Nagging or scolding will never get us anywhere and will become more rebellious. Holidays is meant for us to relax and have a short break, but school always like to plan programme during the holidays and some have to cancel travel plan cause of school.
School are not implemented to control too much of the student's holidays as they have their choice of freedom and their way to lead their own life. We are not robots but human beings and we do have feelings too.
In my point of view, if you were to have holidays, give all of us a break otherwise might as well do not have any holidays if not what is the point of having one anyway ? If the term holiday = School, then no need to even have holidays just the sake of having it.
End of post ~~~
Back to posting after not posting for few days as no mood and nothing to write about anyway as it will be the usual things I would do everyday.
I was like habboing, Mapleing again and tunning in to habbosoup.net as there is a compertition comming up on the 7&8 June 2008 and I have picked my songs for the compertition but will not be revealing the songs that I am going to sing here. Muhahahas
Went out with Isaac yesterday to Tampines Mall and Century Square just to walk around and chatted along the way. It was rainning cats and dogs and then went to find food as Isaac wanted to have his dinner so we went to the third floor. I ordered a Sprite float which cost me $2.40 and Isaac ate something which costed him $5.50 plus a drink of $1.50. I stared at him eating as my mum has cooked my share of the dinner. Went to KFC to buy food for his little brother and then Isaac went to buy bubble tea then we went home.
End of post ~~
I am feeling annoyed these few days and very short-tempered recently out of no reason and do not want to have these feelings. Why I feel life is meaningless and no use to even hang on to it ? Can't I just be dead ? My hatred has seem to grown and I have done nothing about it. Can someone please tell me what to do as I am feeling confused and do not know what is best. I really wish to break down and cry out as loud as I could.
If there was someone who would lend me their shoulder to cry on, that would be great. Anyone ???

Back to post :
Today, the bookcase which my uncle ordered came in earlier than expected at 12.30pm and was assembled outside my house which took at least 30 minutes and they brought into the house. I cleaned it till it was spotless. Moved some of the stuff into the new bookcase.
Also, 2 counsellors came down and talked to me and then we chatted lols for some time and then had my dinner.
That's All
Bye ~~

Now I know what are 'Parents' are for. They usually show favouritism to the other child while leaving the other child alone and do not bother if they are dead or alive. A house now to me is like a place for me to sleep in only and to do nothing. If I had the choice, I would choose not to even come into this world. I feel my life is useless and not worth it and just wants to end it now in order not to suffer this pain any longer and put a end to it. I hope that I would be dead right now. Anyone got a idea on how to end my painful and depressed life ?????

Ok, back to my post ~

• Today played habbo and quarrel with someone over something. ( Mind Your Own Business)

• Tuned into habbosoup.net with nice DJ's
  

• Cloned 1 of my habbo pal :D and there was all sorts coming out from nowhere ?
• Checked my email for messages
• Read others blog and linked someone.

These was what I have done today and I am fuming right now because of some reasons with you may not need to know anyway. =x Oh ya, tomorrow I am having a new bookcase being moved into my house which was bought by ny uncle.
End of today's post.
See ya ~~
Today I was very maddening as I wonder how some parents teach their children and as people say parents are a role models for their kids but somehow does not even seem to be happening in today society. Today as I was waiting for the shuttle bus to arrive as I going back to Bedok, there was a queue behind me. When the bus arrived, I could almost see people coming out of nowhere. Also there was another one at Bedok interchange when the bus service 18. I was just about to board the bus when suddenly a boy just popped out of nowhere and cut my queue.I wonder do these people ever use their brains before taking over people places ? I waited in the waiting area while you came out suddenly and boarded the bus and do you think is it fair ?

Back to my own post ~~~
Went to Changi Airport today. There place where the food court was heavily packed with people and ate a fast food restaurant called "Popeye". Their Fries are mixed with their own spices and tasted better than adding salt to the fries. Went to walk around and enjoyed the quietness as the arrival hall did not have much people there. After that went to the place whereby we can see the planes and there was very noisy until I cannot even stand it.
Next, we took bus service 36 and went to parkway parade to walk and then played at the Timezone. Jing Xuan saw me as there as he was working there and I played $6 today. After playing, went to find my father and my sister as they said they wanted to walk at Giant Hypermarket but could not find them there so I decided to search for them but they were not there so decided to wait outside.After 5 minutes , they came and find me like on a wild goose chase as I was standing outside Giant while they were outside Timezone. Then went to take the shuttle bus back to Bedok before taking a bus home.

That is all for today. Siging off ~~~
Was very tired after coming from my uncle's place as I was bored to death there. The food was good as there is curry, bee hoon , fishballs and the abalone and some other stuff which was cooked by my uncle's maid. Chatted with my other uncle's. (sort of ) I kept on grumbling as I was super tired and wanted to go home and have my nice nap. Too bad I did not took any photos as I was too lazy to take pictures. Reached home at 4 pm and took a bath and then went to have my nap.

That is for now .
Signing off ~~
A short post for now !!
Had MacDonald for breakfast this morning and I just wanted to say that I finally cut my hair today and discovered I have some white hair !!!! Later I would be going out to my uncle's place for lunch and most my cousins too will be there also. I will be posting the rest of the story later here.

Signing off ~~~

I have not been posting for the past few days as I was too lazy to blog and also have nothing to say here.Been doing the same things for the past few days like habboing,tuning in habbosoup.net and been sleeping quite a lot these days. Also cleared the house as it was messy and dusty with those boxes in my room and been there for so long already.
Today saw a show at 9.30pm which is called " My World My Blog" which started today and will have 10 episode which will be shown weekly about youth aged between 13-21 years of age share their own thoughts. This show journey through the thoughts of us teenagers and understand our behaviour, thinking, emotions, the needs and the wants of us teenagers.
I also wonder in life that what are we really living for ? Is it love, money,friends or what ? I do sometimes think that life is worthless and there is nothing to live for anyway on this planet.We always have to go through this painful process in life which somehow drives people up the wall or go crazy and depressed which also cause them to do silly things such as slashing themselves or even killing themselves just to forget the pain that they are suffering. I do understand how they are feeling right now really just want to go into a deep slumber and wish never to wake up again. I do not understand also why I do not like to meet anyone these days as I have a fear that something would really happen and just do not want to talk to anyone unless to my closet friends.
I shall end my post for today.
See you ~~~
I want to say about yesterday and today happenings.

08/05/2008:
Did ntohing today other than playing habbo hotel.Isaac came over to my place in the afternoon and we chatted for a while. We watched some move on youtube and watched 'Taxi the movie' and then he had to go home. After that, listened to habbosoup radio and then went to sleep.

09/05/2008
Today was a ordinary day which I played habbo as usual.Chatted with some of them on skype and tuned into habbosoup radio again.I do not know why I have these mood swings these days and do not wish to see anybody these days.I am feeling very depressed and do not know what to do now. I just feel like ending my life and would have no worries after that. I do not really know what to do !!!!!!!!! I feel like I would go crazy any moments from now.

Ok, nothing to post already.

Signing off ~~~
I am back after 2 days of not posting on my blog.So this was what I did the last 2 days. A short post.

6/5/2008 :
Woke up at 7.30am. Did nothing today other than using my laptop today. Played habbo hotel as usual for today.Chatted with Isaac over the phone for 15 mintues.We were like crapping here and there .
7/5/2008
Played habbo again today.Some mysterious person called and talked to me for some time.I will not tell you who is it.

Okay, I got to go now so cya
Signing off ~~~
Today, I went on to youtube to search for videos and bumped into some of these songs (scroll down to see). I recently found out that I really like the song cai hong which is sung by Jay Chou. Today also played habbo hotel just to pass my time .Then in the afternoon, Isaac called me and we chatted for 20 minutes before he had to do his stuff so we ended the conversation.
So after that, I had my dinner at 6.30pm and I searched for some songs.Now, I am here bloging what I did today.
Signing off for now ~~~



Ok, back to post what I want to say for today. This morning went to Ikea for breakfast and then went to Giant just to walk around.We bought some stuff at Giant and then came home. Install the new doorknob for my room and my parents room as the doorknob has been using it for so long already like 25 years.After that, I had a bath and switched on the air-conditioner and then slept for a few hours as I was tired.
Had Dinner after that.Went to eat Kuay Chap and I ate 2 bowl as I was hungry as I did not eat my lunch and walked to the shop to buy a can of soya bean drink.Now typing on my blog while looking at the television as got charity show.
Ok , that is it for today.
Signing off ~~
I am back to blog today and I want to share something with you.

Yesterday:
Isaac came over to my place but no people was around. (Actually I was at home but decided to ignore him.) I also did for him his blog and found that blogskins while finding for a new skin for my blog but none of it had suited me . It took me less than 2 hours to get his blog up and running and he was very happy with it.I also chit-chat with Isaac on the phone. I never do anything much today other than helping him with that blog of his.I played habbo as I was very bored

Today:

Found the perfect blogskin today morning- Jay Chou ( Which you are seeing right now !) I totally love the blogskin and right now here to blog on my blog and playing Viwawa just now with my sister and she lost to me. :D After that , played habbo for some time and then went to rest as I was tired.Jerome called me at around 6pm asking me why I never attend school. :x Chatted with him for a while and then went out for dinner and bought back the king of fruits which is the durian.We ate happily and it was very sweet.
That is all for today !
Signing off ~~~
Today is a public holiday which is Labour Day.Actually, I did nothing today other than using my laptop and did not want to go out to any places.I played habbo hotel and chatted with some of my friends and also linked up some of my habbo-pals. :D
I feel like I have a very strange feeling these days as I almost turned emo recently :x
I do not like to talk to people much and keep things to myself and sometimes feel like killing myself and end the whole pain that I am feeling now ! Last time I am very cheerful and outgoing but I do not know why have I changed a lot.
Okay,I shall say no more for now
Cya ~~~~~~
Finally this is my 70th post and I never post for 2 months already. :O
I feel very stressful these days and also do not have the strength and mood to talk about it.
As you can see,I just changed my blogskin as it was a long time since I have changed my skin and now just did all the links and now updating my blog. :D
I have nothing to say in my blog and feel like it is dropping dead :(
See ya peeps ~~

As new start for 2008, I have been pretty much busy lately as have school till 4.15pm. (including ASLP) Come home still need to do homework and pass up the next lesson. So stressed out for Secondary 4 this year as I will be taking the N-level this year in august. By the way, Miss Haslynda is going to leave us at the end of the month to pursue Law studies and have planned to make a class chalet for her. It is on the 26th of January at Island Resort which is located at East Coast Park.So sad that our form teacher is leaving us .haizzzzz. :( I have nothing much to post for now.Bye..
Ok, I am finally back from not typing on my blog for so long time and countdown to 2008 is tomorrow.I hope that you people out there would get what you had wished for in 2008.
Now, I would like to say that I have not been doing much during the holidays and also need to buck up cause N level is comming and have plans to study with a friend.I went out and bought some baking materials cause I wanted to make cupcakes for fun and did not turn out so bad.I have nothing much to say as I am a man with few words so bye.



I am so sorry for not updating my blog these days as I still have to go to school for extra lessons although it is already the start of the holidays. I also had to retake the english paper that time on monday.By the way, Hui Ning ,Yu Ting, Joan and Evon are somewhere in China and will be back only on the 14th of november which is Salimin birthday.There was a project that we had to present todaywhich is on the "1964's race riots". I was pretty nervous when presenting today to our class.I also do not have much to post on my blog these days already.I am signing off already.
Happy halloween !!!!! :)

I am so sorry for this late post as actually I am not sure to post and the holidays are here in just a few days. It is going to be a boring holiday for me this year as I think most likely I would stay at home.By the way, the report book will be out only on friday and my mum will be going down to collect it. it is going to be nervous as I do not know if I could be promoted to Sec 4 next year. :( That is all for now I am going to post for now.

You people may think why I had never blogged for so long already. It is because of schoolwork and the final year examinations. I also did not know what to write cause nothing much had happened in my life these days unless I am been getting myself sick very recently. My exams has just started on monday and must study hard in order to promote to Secondary 4 next year.
Somemore, today is my birthday and I am finally 15. -.-" Yay !!!!!!!!!!! I have nothing to write more as I got to go and study already for my Physics and chemstry paper tomorrow. See Ya ......~~~~~

Actually,someone has been pestering me to post but actually I have nothing to post much as I am pretty busy .
Wednesday-Nothing much happened in school as it was a normal day for me but there was social studies common test that day.So difficult !!!!! Sure gonna flock this paper.
Thursday-Ataka came to our school and then went to the hall to receive a little token from the principal.At one point,the hall went blackout of some reason.She joined us for our lessons as well.Our class was like so happy to see her and I was like very quiet as I do not interact with people that much.We had our combined science today.Sure going to fail my physics but I should be able to pass my chemistry test.What a relief for me !!!
Friday-It was the last day for Ataka to be in our school.I did ask her for her E-mail.At least we could interact with her when she get back to Japan.I asked her during maths period as we were doing the graph worksheet.Also it was my maths common test.We had our common at the hall and the paper was so hard.Miss Haslynda did not come to school and then another teacher asked us to write a composition about a time where I had gone against my parents.We had to write within 350-400 words.We Secondary 3 councillor's had a meeting for the teacher's day.
Saturday-Did not do anything but stayed at home and rest.
Sunday-Did not go anywhere but stayed at home and rest.
Monday-Today had to assemble at the multi-purpose court.While the Info-comm people were setting up the speaker, the speaker fell to the ground and hit someone on the head.Took back my physics paper.I only scored 9/20 for the physics paper. Also I took back my maths paper. I got 13/50 for maths paper.What a failure I am. -.-''During English lesson,we did the straits times and then touched Miss Haslynda hamster.It is so cute and we ask teacher if she is willing to give us.Today also do not have Assembly today as the Secondary 2 pupils needed to sit for their common test.That is why I am here to blog now.
Ok, I got to go now
See ya
Signing off ~~~~~
Saturday-attended a forum about how to solve disputes in the early morning.Some more that Umar very what.Meeting point change never tell me but only at the last minute until I got so fed up and decided to make my way there myself.Reached there at 7.30 am but then met Umar and Amar at around 7.45 pm and then went to Starbucks to have breakfast and then I ordered something to eat.At around 8.15am,went to meet Mr Tan there.After some time,Mr Tan was staring at me and I was like shocked.I was thinking like WTH.So we went up to the second level to get our school registered and then went in.But then suddenly I had a stomach ache and went to the toilet.Had a very terrible stomach ache and then went in for quite some time.As the forum started,we stand up to welcome the GOH and then had opening speech.Then got talk and more talk.There is also break in between with puffs,cakes and chicken poppers.-.-"'Then got debate some more for dunno what sia. Then got give token to our school and then went home.
Sunday-Did nothing as I was too tired.
Monday-Went to school as per normal.Did nothing much in school expect during Physical Education where we took our height and weight.At least my height went up to 170cm and my weight is 99.4kg.But too bad for some people whose height have grown shorter.(should know who am I refering to) Also,today is the start of the comman test.First was English and it is only for an hour but I finished before time and was resting there.
Tuesday-So pissed off toady during F&N.Supposed to have practical today but some people never bring the stuff but Miss Jam still continue but then they go make Miss Jam angry until she canceled the practical and make us do more theory work .Do until end of period also cannot finish the work. Then during MT comman test,it was easy as the question we have done before with our chinese teacher during lessons.Finished quite early today then Miss Haslynda went to disturb me in class some more .Don't know why this year comman test is after school ???
I got to go already
Signing off ~~~~~
Actually I do not know what to write ??
Wednesday-Did not attend school because of bad cough and high fever in that day.But then went for tuition and then heard from a friend that there was a retest on Thursday
Thursday-Went to school as per normal for the day.Did the retest for maths but then still left some part did not do and then my calculator died on me because of no more battery.Then some more during CD period, we watch a documentary about Global Warming with 4N1 pupils.After that ,Miss Haslynda wanted us to get into groups of 3 or 4.I,YuTing and Hui Ning got into one group.After school,I went home as it was ranning heavily when I got out of school.Took service 10 home and rest as I was still not well with my cough.
Friday-Today Miss Wang our physics teacher gave us notes for thermal energy and taught us lots of information for the comman test.Then during English,we do two comprehension and then never finish because not enough time and some more so diffcult leh.Then during MT period,Mdm Xing asked us to do some sort of like fill in the blanks and then the whole class do not know how to do including me.-.-"Then today last three period is maths.Doing co-ordinate geometry again but harder this time.After that,we got back our test result and I finally passed with 20/40. Yay!!!!!!!
Nothing to post for now .......
Tmr still got forum.......
Signing off ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday- The Secondary 1-3 had to assemble at the hall for flag raising as the floor was wet at the multi-purpose court.It was like so not good as Wei Jian,A friend of mine always ask me to take his class for him and as he needed to raise the flag.He is always missing and think can bully me is it ?? For one reason I am helping him because I take him as my friend.
Then during Physical Education,we played cricket,a game which is popular to the people in India , Australia and so on. Mr Azhar asked asked us to run two rounds round the field and then did some more warm-up for what the hell.After that,we got into groups of two and started to throw the ball to one another.My partner was Ashraf as there was no one else.I threw the ball damm hard to the ground as to vent off my frustration and anger that I had.Then when got one part where we need to throw the ball to the batter,I lost control of my footing and fell.Some girls were giggling at me.Then some more during maths got test.See the question until my head also headache.For sure will fail my test.
After that was English lesson with Miss Haslynda and we had to do the straits time worksheet.Do until school ends still have not finish yet.Then we had assembly at the hall with some wushu and music combined together.It was very nice and when they needed 4 students and 1 teacher,everyone was screaming for Mr Loke to go on stage.Dexter also went on stage but then made a fool out of themselves.After that I went home.
Tuesday-Today was a bad day as I have so many homework to finish up on social studies.Today also got back our Maths test result and i got 9/50 but the Mr Tay say he is going to give a second chance to let us pass.Our Chinese class we did letter writing today.It was like so boring today in class.During English,we did the markings of vocabulary and the cloze passage with comprehension.I also do not want to post any more as I want to go and have a rest now
Signing off~~~
Today we had assembly at the hall because of some matters of discipline that have to be settled out.Two boys were caned because of stealing their friends handphone and took it to sell.Luckily,one of them got two strokes and the other one got one stroke.
Some more,today got physic test and chemistry test.Physic test was not so difficult at all but chemistry was even easier.I think that I can pass the class test that I have done today.Nothing much to comment about the test.
Salimin was also going for the competition at Bedok Community Library with Ain,Rus and Azmi.But then I heard from Salimin that only Azmi got into the next round.The judges must have some problem that they choose only Azmi.How could this had happened ?? Felt so sad for them as they got voted out .
Did nothing much after school toady and went home.Some more three bus 10 left already.What the hell ?Thought that need to wait very long for the next bus but was relieved to see that there was a bus coming.Everyone was rushing for the bus as if the bus will not wait for them to board.So fed up and pissed off with their attitude.
Got home at around 2pm and went to rest as I was feeling very tired today and decided to post only now.Slept for quite some time just now.
OK,nothing to post now
Singing Off~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ok,back to blogging
1.Monday was Principal's nagging day for us again as he talked crap for at least 40 minutes at the school hall about some stuff.
2.I have been sick again for this week on Tuesday as I was down with high fever and cough for the day.
3.Today during chemistry lesson for ASLP ( After School Learning Programme ),We had to combine withe the 3N4 pupils and move to other room as the AVA room has been used for class by Mr Goh and Miss Nur ( our trainee teacher for chemistry)has broken down into tears as she was upset that she cannot please two class at one go.After that we started do the worksheet and then went through with us to help us for the Friday's class test.I could see that Miss Nur is trying to help us in our studies but they just do not know how to appreciate teacher's kindness.Then teacher took our attendance and gave out chocolate and then dismissed the class as they just wanted to talk and not study.Then Salimin told teacher that we want extra lesson and I also agreed.Salimin begged Kimberly and Danelle to stay back and Salimin explained that teacher was giving extra classes to us.The people who stayed back for extra lesson were me,Salimin,Kimberly,Danelle,Ashraf and Stanley.After that,teacher released us and left for home.
Today I woke up at 4.45 am and did nothing but to use my computer until about 6.10 am where I had to prepare to go to school as we had to do flag-day for Filos community services. I left the house at 6.55 am and reached school at around 7.35 am. Met Salimin, Evon, Joan and Xin Yi at the school gate waiting for Kimberly. While waiting, Hui Ning appeared out of nowhere and tried to scare me. While we were walking in the pathway, Kimberly called Kai Ling that she was at the school canteen.Kai Ling was so furious until like she wanted to kill her.(not so serious).When reached at the canteen,Yu Ting was already there waiting for Hui Ning.Then I gave sweets to them as they were pestering me to do it.
Suddenly, Kartini told us that we had to go up to the hall for some briefing and to collect our donation bag from Miss Haslynda.I envy Salimin and Evon beacause they get to choose the donation bag themselves. After some time, Miss Kong asked Me, Haekal, Salimin and Edwin to carry out the stacks of bottle of newater and distribute to the classes. There were some bottles left so Miss Haslynda said who wants the bottled water can take it. So I went to took 3 bottles and we left the school hall and boarded the bus to Outram MRT and we started to collect our donations. As I was walking, Miss Haslynda asked me to keep don’t know what.Me, Yu Ting and Hui Ning walked down from Outram to Chinatown asking people for donation. Got 1 uncle very kind, he gave us 20 cents each. We were like very shocked at that moment. Then some more got people follow where we go leh.It is like so irritating being followed by other groups when you want to ask for donations, they would show you the stickers and tell you that they had donated already. People also some more do not want to donate. Got 1 lady thinks that we are like those NKF will eat their money. -.-" A lot of people donate coins to us. Today run around like mad people chasing people for money. Did the collection until 1.15 pm and returned the donation bag because I cannot stand it anymore. So me, Hui Ning and Yu Ting went to take a train to city hall and met Joan and Xin Yi in the station.
The train came and Joan and Xin Yi boarded the train and they left. I did not board the train as that train was very crowded with people.I, Hui Ning and Yu Ting took the next train to city hall and when we came out to go to Raffles City, we saw a person in a elephant suit shaking hands and did not care much and took a free paper called "my paper" and walked inside the shopping center.Hui Ning needed to go to the toilet and I needed as I had to change my clothes. After that walked around the shopping center and went to basement to find food to eat as we were tired and hungry. Then Evon said she wanted to follow Hui Ning as at around 4 pm they are going for same tuition center at bedok.So we waited but Evon did not know which way to go .I went down to fetch her up. As I was going down, she saw me and went up herself. Then we walked and went to food junction to eat. I bought a bowl of ban mian which cost me $3.80 and started to eat while Evon, Hui Ning and Yu Ting did not want to eat. After that, we walked some more around that area before going for the concert
Went for CTI's concert at St Andrew Cathedral today. Met our in-charge of our school was Faith. Saw her but did not know was her until I called her on the phone. She told me that Faris and his classmates who are coming for the concert will be late. So I went in with Faith to the seating area and got a red glowstick.Enjoyed myself especially when they had the games .It was so fun that we did not even win the 2 movie ticket passes. It is sad that how god has created us and that was how we treat him in such a bad way. They also played many songs such as the favorite hit song-Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by tank and every liked the song and was clapping to it. They also gave out the concert T-shirt and it was so good. They also asked us to fill up a feedback form. The group is leaving on Tuesday morning. back to their country and got to wait till next year for the next concert. (hope did not get the wrong information)
Also I have nothing to post le for now!!!!
Signing off~~~
I have nothing to post because I was sick for the last three days and did not attend school.Today also nothing much except someone has been pestering me to blog and not to put video on my blog.(I shall not name out that person)Suppose today having F&N Test but Ms Jam cancelled because Joan did not know what to study for the test.Luckily, we all were relieved that the test was cancelled.Some more during character development,we were asked to work in groups to draw out a something of racial harmony thing. Me,Salimin and Ashraf had a big problem and did not know on what to draw.But luckily,we manged to finish before school ends as whe had worked together as a team to figure out what to draw.After school,I walked up the hill with Yu Ting and Hui Ning to the bus-stop.Waited for quite a while for the bus.
My school is having a flag-day this Saturday and my class would be at Chinatown area.All proceedings would go to some beneficiary's .Please come and support and donate generously.
That is all
Signing off ~~~~~~~~~~~

Today I also not feeling so well and did not attend to school today as my stomach kept giving me problems and got a slight fever.I rest quite much and felt much better now so that I decided to blog here.
I just now went for my tuition and just came back not long ago and I heard from my friend there is no homework.I was much relieved and when I heard that there was CIP on the 14th of July,I was shocked as I had a plan for that day to go and see the CTI's concert.Anyway,I can choose whether to go and do it as I got more that 50 hours already.It was not the plan that I had wanted for the day.
I also never did much of anything today as I was sick.
Signing off~~~~~


Yesterday during morning flag-raising,there were 4 people came from china to visit the school.During recess,Benson passed Salimin 2 loudhailer and the he went to lost one of the loudhailer and luckily we found it at the Malay stall.It was a relief for us when we found it or not the teachers would had scolded him for losting it.There is also extra lessons for Humanities with Mrs Haniff and she gave us an article and asked us to finish it.I did not attend tuition yesterday as my stomach was not feeling well.
Today I did not attend school as I was not feeling well.I got fever and stomach aches well got vomiting and went to see a doctor today.Doctor told me that it is something to do with my stomach that I have eaten something wrong.After that went to my grandmother house(not like I wanted to go there).My mother had to go there and sign some important document.I took my medicine there and also had my lunch there and do not know how come my head was spinning very painfully until I myself cannot stand it.I went home and rest and around 3.30pm I went to bedok princess MacDonald to get the ticket and paid $6 for it.I saw Faris and gang at there don't know what are they doing.Maybe they are also going for the concert as the band is going back to their counrty after this concert .

The Ticket for the concert !!!

I will stop here for now and will try to update as much as I can.

Signing off ~~~~

Firstly,tomorrow is Kimberly's birthday and want to wish her a happy birthday
Secondly, I left home at around school and reached school at aroud 2.50pm and went to change into my shirt and went to the ava room and about today performance was like so not good as we went faster than what we were supposed to and some more we heard from Mrs Ho that we are going to sing a song which I heard at genting highlands.The school that performed this song was Nan Chiau High School . We were so happy that we are going to learn that song and herad also that we need to learn more song as the school wants to hold a concert dunno when.We ate our dinner at around 4 pm and also did some sound check and went back to the ava room to rest and did the final check of our attire.Our choir sang at 7pm and then after that we left school and headed for home.

Labels: Happy Birthday To Kimberly

School had just begun this week and I am feeling so run down already because of tomorrow's Annual Awards Day in school and we have to leran somemore a new song called " We Can Make A Difference "and we are singing it tomorrow for the performance with " Turkey In The Straw ". My schoolwork is also alot and did not have time for me to blog , hope that you will understand.Last week I also did not blog as I was preparing for school to start and had stress until Hakel ( my class chairman ) told me what to bring to school. I was like relived when he told me on what to bring and hope to bring more blogs post to people viewing and thanks a lot !!! We also had a full dress rehersal on wednesday and did not go for tution and come back from school only at 8 pm as my friend father drove me home. I also got the picture from the website only today.If you want to see the photo, you can go to http://www.21ccad.com.sg/2007choral/gallery.htm

The competition on 5th June 2007

Signing off for today ~~~~
I do not know what to write about my feelings these days and hope that you people would understand how hard is it for us to put our emotions into writing.Actually I have doing nothing much these days.
Actually, a friend of mine wanted to go out on me with on Thursday but had something on so I had to rescheduled the outing to Friday and had to help my mum on Thursday to accompany my grandmother to buy stuff for praying .We bought a lot of stuff and went to places to walk around.My mum had to call my uncle to come and fetch us as it was too heavy for my grandmother and my mum to carry home.We also brought the condensed milk and Milo to my grandmother.We then went to buy oranges and one go we bought 70 oranges.I help to bring the orange to my uncle 's van and then he said he wanted to buy some batteries.So my mum accompanied my uncle to go and buy the batteries but the he said it was too expensive and bought a calculator.After that, I went home and took a good bath and had my dinner.
I met up with my friend at parkway parade and walk around and saw Hui Ning and her friends and then we went our own way to the arcade and then I saw Gaelan with his cousin also at parkway playing arcade. They went to play with their own and I played with my friend. We got so stucked into this.At around 3.30 pm , I and my friend got so tired and decided to buy food from MacDonald's and bought a cup of bubble tea and we took bus and we went our separate ways again and headed home
Today also nothing much as I am resting at home. My sis went to her friend house to do her school project and her friend mum fetched her there . I was planning to bring her there but since her friend insited on bringing her there , I had no choice and brought her down and since it was pourig heavily outside just now.I can post only like this . Maybe I will post somemore later. Signing off ~~~~~~~

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