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Sunday, June 29, 2008
I went to 2 places today. One was the Suntec City and the other one was Kallang Leisure Park.
Went to Suntec City because my sister wanted to see the maple event. The place was packed and people were seen queueing for I do not even know because of the goodies bag. Bought 2 Croissants and ate it cause I was hungry and never ate my lunch. Walked at carrefour and there was so crowded and it was packed like sardines.
Next, decided to go to Leisure Park by taking bus 16 and was only 3 bus stop away. The place had nothing much but it is very nice. There was also some uncles and aunties dancing line dance. Bought some things from a shop that sells Korean things and even though I do not know what it is , it still tasted great. Went to the arcade to play games of course and it was fun. Went to Cold Storage to buy water and cheese. Then took the shuttle service to Kallang MRT before taking bus 12 home.
On the way home, there was this guy who sat beside me, he kept on lying on my shoulder as if I was his pillow is it ? I was angry but there was nothing I could do. Came home around 6.30pm as we went to eat our dinner as well and then slept for a while before I blogged now.
End of my outing .
10:12 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008
Before I blog , I would like to reply to some tags.

Whitestars293: Hello LaylaBloom. Thanks for tagging at my blog. How did you manage to find my blog? - scratch head - ;D
Reply: From Jerz blog that I got to know of your blog :D

-Dysphoric: hello (: link me okay :D)
Reply: Your linked :D

WEII-: HELLO,HOW R U , I GOT A NEW BLOG
Reply : A new blog ? By the way,who are you ??

Now is back to blogging.
I feel very tired these days and sleeps a lot and have no interest in doing other things. I feel I am useless and wants to forget the past and just start fresh but it keeps on coming back to my brain for some reason. I am now living in fear and agony just because of that thing. ( Do Not even ask me what was it) I have been thinking over these past few days. If I was to go back to that place, I will have that kind of fear thanks to YOU !!! ( That person who knows who he is, please get a LIFE OF YOUR OWN and you do not even want me to post here as it is going to be nasty.)
I now do not know what to do. I am lost, confused and no sense of direction now.
I have nothing to say to say already so bye !!

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11:33 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Title : Wei Ni Xie Shi
Artist : Kenji Wu Ke Qun

Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Guai Shi
爱情是一种怪事
Wo Kai Shi Quan Shen Bu Shou Kong Zi
我开始全身不受控制
Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Ben Shi
爱情是一种本事
Wo Kai Shi Lian Zi Ji Dou Bu Shi
我开始连自己都不是
Wei Ni Wo Zuo Le Tai Duo De Sha Shi
为你我做了太多的傻事
Di Yi Jian Jiu Shi Wei Ni Xie Shi
第一件就是为你写诗

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Li Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Mei De Shi Ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Guai Shi
爱情是一种怪事
Ni De Xiao Rong Shi Wei Yi Zhong Zhi
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
Ai Qing Shi Yi Zhong Ben Shi
爱情是一种本事
Wo Zai Ni Xin Li Shen Me Wei Zi
我在你心里什么位置
Wei Ni Wo Zuo Le Tai Duo Sha Shi
为你我做了太多的傻事
Di Yi Jian Jiu Shi Wei Ni Xie Shi
第一件就是为你写诗

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Li Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Mei De Shi ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Wo Xue Hui Tan Qin Xie Ci
为你我学会弹琴写词
Wei Ni Shi Qu Ki Zhi
为你失去理智

Wei Ni Xie Shi Wei Ni Jing Zhi
为你写诗为你静止
Wei Ni Zuo Bu Ke Neng De Shi
为你做不可能的事
Wei Ni Tan Zou Suo You Qing Ge De Ju Zi
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
Wo Wang Le Shuo
我忘了说
Zui Me De Shi Ni De Ming Zi
最美的是你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Ming Zi
但唯一不忘你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Yang Zi
但唯一不忘你的样子

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Ming Zi
但唯一不忘你的名字

Wo Shen Me Dou Wang
我什么都能忘
Dan Wei Yi Bu Wang Shi Ni De Yang Zi
但唯一不忘你的样子
12:45 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

This Song is sung by Chen Han Wei and another girl.

1:15 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008
After a few days of Missing In Action or MIA for short , I am back with a post for now.
I prefer to rot at home than going anywhere cause I do not even have the mood. I feel tired and do not even like doing things which I even used to do last time. I am totally lost right now. I do not know if it is stress, depression or what. I now do not like to talk as much as before in real life and keep most of my things to myself. I wish to just erase the awful and bad memories that has happened but I cannot seem to get rid of it. I wish that I would have a new environment so that I can just start life afresh and new.
2:03 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008
I just wonder, why did I even choose to be alive in the first place ???? I am feeling so vexed and frustrated until I cannot stand it anymore and I wish I was never alive so that I no need to even give them the headache and pains. I did not have the mood to blog yesterday as I was totally screwed up.
Anyway, I have nothing to blog and say.
Signing off ~~~
7:44 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008
I would like to post for the last few days I guess :x

Saturday 14/06/2008
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Did nothing but to watch and to use my computer and rotted at home like any other days in my life which is tunning into habbosoup and playing habbo. Stayed up till nearly 2am to tune into Jerz session. Ate KFC as my dinner.

Sunday 15/06/2008
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Did nothing but sleep a lot cause I was too tired and did not have any mood to go anywhere but ate Macdonalds for my dinner.

Monday 16/06/2008
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Today stayed at home. Played maple and lvled up to lvl 50 today. Played habbo to chat with them as I was bored. Tune into habbosoup as there is Deejays who plays nice songs. Did nothing else for today.

Signing off ~~~
10:00 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008
People would consider this as a bad or unlucky day for some reason but I have no idea or the reason behind the reason. Today I played drift city and played habbo hotel while tunning into habbosoup as they awayls have the best things and USER FRIENDLY too. :D
Only did these things and only blogged and changed my link and blogskins too cause I think it is time for me to change everything already. I wanted to start things a new while not letting the past comming back to haunt me anymore. I have decided to put down that load and move on in life.
End of post ~~~
11:50 PM

Okay, this was what happened for the Habbosoup DJ application.
On Wednesday, I went there to queue up for the habbosoup DJ application at Fougeres room in habbo hotel. There were lots of people queueing up as many of them were quite interested in becoming a DJ in habbosoup. I actually did not want to join this application but with the encouragement given by Swordwarrior, I decided to take another shot in this application.
Waited for some time before it was my turn to enter. I was nervous and was mumbling my words and somemore it was rainning on that day which made me very cold. They told me to wait for the results on friday.
Today is the day where the result would be out. Even though I did not get in , I am still happy that some of my friends got in as a habbosoup DJ. I would like to say those who got is to work hard and congratz to you for getting in as the 10 trail DJ for habbosoup.

The 10 Trail DJ :
  1. -Jaslyn-
  2. Angemon
  3. =Eddy=
  4. Grig-
  5. Civon-
  6. Sweetielin95
  7. Burned-
  8. Scratchbook
  9. MasterWann
  10. xXBlueberryXx
These are the names of the selected people who got in.
Nothing to post so bye ~~

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1:36 PM

Monday, June 9, 2008
Before I post today, I want to say something about yesterday.
During the Semi-Finals, first I pked was YeoGreenTea and got into the top 6 but when pking with Rotten-Fish, I lost to her because I went offf tune and forgotten the lyrics as I was too nervous -.-"'
1 more thing, I was shocked when I heard Jerz was back.
Hmm......... the top 3 were : Rotten-Fish
Sweetielin95
Scratchbook
It was time to vote for the winner and I am not going to say who I voted for. The result came out and Scratchbook was the winner of Habbosoup Star Idol.

Back to my posting for today.
Today as usual rotted at home doing nothing but playing my games such as habbo hotel and slept in the afternoon and praticing for the Habbosoup DJ application which is happening on this wednesday and thursday. I hope get in this time if not this 3 time already.

Goodnight all
See Ya ~~~

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8:57 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008
Totally nothing to say for the finals today. Got into the top 6 but did not managed into get into the finial 3. It is considered a great achievement for me already as I think the had very high standard and I did not really sing quite well today as I had a bit of fever. Rotted at home today cause parents had to work and praticed really hard for the compertition but never mind cause I got used to it already.
Nothing to say already...
Goodnights ~~~
10:02 PM

Saturday, June 7, 2008
Joined Habbosoup Star Idol today as it was the day for habbosoupers to show off their singing talent during 7-10 pm. Was so nervous today but tried to calmed myself down cause I was the first one to sing. Got good remarks from the Judges. Waited until 10.20 for the result came out and I got in. Woots ~~~~

I am going to post the result here ~~~

The Qualified Contestants :
(Habbo Names not in any particular order)

  1. Rotten-Fish
  2. LoveVangel
  3. DamienBest
  4. Lisal
  5. Chewinggums,
  6. YeoGreenTea
  7. LaylaBloom ( that is me in habbo :D)
  8. Sweetielin95
  9. x--ToXiiC
  10. Burned-
  11. Scratched
  12. ameliathestrange
Ok , these are the names here are the contestants which got into the top 12 and the final will be tomorrow from 7-10pm @ The ThreatreDome or simply open a internet explorer /Mozilla firefox and type this : www.habbosoup.net
Okay, that is all for now !
9:36 PM

Thursday, June 5, 2008
I am totally so pissed off today cause I told my mum that I do not even wish to see anyone but she invited the counsellors down without even telling me in advance and totally ran into the toilet for an hour plus until they left cause I got so angry and even used my hand to hit the wall and trashed my room. When I mean it , I really do it !!
I feel like they do not understand what I want at all. They do things without consulting me first but always tell me in the last minute and do not care what I think. I just wish to leave this world and forget this pain cause I cannot take it anymore and I am going crazy already thanks to my hateful life.
Just now in the morning, Salimin asked me to help him find 2 songs but imesh does not have this song. Did some adjustment to my blog and saw the layout but it is not finished yet. It will take some more time just to get it done and running.
That is all ~~~~
Bye !!
3:44 PM

Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Back to blogging again.
The website is currently under maintaince by my friend and I have created a blog for the website.
Looked and searched for blogskins which suit the whole website but took me a long time to find it and then configured the skin.
I have been playing "drift city" these days as it was nice and been trying to level up quickly.Dicussed the website with my friend and shared ideas on what to do. Chatted on MSN with him today cause we planned to open the website as soon as possible.
Isaac wanted to go out with me yesterday but I refused because he did not tell me in advance so I decided to ignore him and sleep at home. He call me today to tell me something which I could not believe it and I laughed at him.
That is all for today ~~~~
Bye !
10:02 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008
Hi all once again. Back to blog here and to tell you something. I found a game which is "Drift City" online and downloaded it to play and founded it was very nice something like maple but this is a driving game where you have to complete missions in order to level and compete with others players form other countries and you would get game money to purchase new cars.
-Other than that , dicussing something and planning something secretly. :D
I will tell you when the time is right. Now is still under construction so cannot say.
-Checked my mails and found out there was a lot of mails :O
-Played habbo hotel for now and feeling very high with habbosoup.net cause notebook,situhaiyang and Kelvin or should I say KNS gang. They awayls make us listeners super high.
Also, a primary school friend added me but I cannot seem to remember her name and then she keep on asking me to guess. I got STM (Short Term Memory) so cannot seem to remember like names. I feel like wanting to dig out my past but seems to be scared of it.
That is all ..................
Be back to post ~~
10:10 PM

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Name : Benjamin Tan,
Status : Single
Email :
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Horoscope : Libra
Child Of God
Spiritual B'day : 13 Sept 2008 Y-Hope (East D2)
16 and going to be 17 on 03 October 2009,
Very Emotional Person !!!




Loves
-EastDee2 peeps :D
-God
-Sleeping
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-Play Habbo.SG
-Tunning Into Habbosoup.Net :D
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East Blog
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elle-jx-
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