Back to post on my dear
bloggie again.
Did nothing again other than the same old stuff and I will never get bored easily. Practicing for HS Idol and trying to keep voice in tip-top condition before the day comes and do my best for it as what I said in my last post.
I know that many of you are out of the country as now is the holidays and it is time for us to let loose our feelings but some of them still cannot yet as they still have school on holidays. Like what is holidays when students have to go back to school on a holiday.Cannot they just have a break rather then chewing into their holidays and schools are pressuring students too much just for what.
Is it just the grades that they are going to get ? Is it the future job they will hold or to make their parents showoff their child results ????? I do not really understand parents why did they ever force us to do things that we do not want like going to school as they always say that it is for our own good and future. Can"t we just choose our own future instead of you nagging at us ? Nagging or scolding will never get us anywhere and will become more rebellious. Holidays is meant for us to relax and have a short break, but school always like to plan programme during the holidays and some have to cancel travel plan cause of school.
School are not implemented to control too much of the student's holidays as they have their choice of freedom and their way to lead their own life. We are not robots but human beings and we do have feelings too.
In my point of view, if you were to have holidays, give all of us a break otherwise might as well do not have any holidays if not what is the point of having one anyway ? If the term holiday = School, then no need to even have holidays just the sake of having it.
End of post ~~~
10:18 PM
Back to posting after not posting for few days as no mood and nothing to write about anyway as it will be the usual things I would do everyday.
I was like habboing, Mapleing again and tunning in to habbosoup.net as there is a compertition comming up on the 7&8 June 2008 and I have picked my songs for the compertition but will not be revealing the songs that I am going to sing here. Muhahahas
Went out with Isaac yesterday to Tampines Mall and Century Square just to walk around and chatted along the way. It was rainning cats and dogs and then went to find food as Isaac wanted to have his dinner so we went to the third floor. I ordered a Sprite float which cost me $2.40 and Isaac ate something which costed him $5.50 plus a drink of $1.50. I stared at him eating as my mum has cooked my share of the dinner. Went to KFC to buy food for his little brother and then Isaac went to buy bubble tea then we went home.
End of post ~~
6:31 PM
I am feeling annoyed these few days and very short-tempered recently out of no reason and do not want to have these feelings. Why I feel life is meaningless and no use to even hang on to it ? Can't I just be dead ? My hatred has seem to grown and I have done nothing about it. Can someone please tell me what to do as I am feeling confused and do not know what is best. I really wish to break down and cry out as loud as I could.
If there was someone who would lend me their shoulder to cry on, that would be great. Anyone ???
Back to post :
Today, the bookcase which my uncle ordered came in earlier than expected at 12.30pm and was assembled outside my house which took at least 30 minutes and they brought into the house. I cleaned it till it was spotless. Moved some of the stuff into the new bookcase.
Also, 2
counsellors came down and talked to me and then we chatted lols for some time and then had my dinner.
That's All
Bye ~~
6:18 PM
Now I know what are 'Parents' are for. They usually show favouritism to the other child while leaving the other child alone and do not bother if they are dead or alive. A house now to me is like a place for me to sleep in only and to do nothing. If I had the choice, I would choose not to even come into this world. I feel my life is useless and not worth it and just wants to end it now in order not to suffer this pain any longer and put a end to it. I hope that I would be dead right now. Anyone got a idea on how to end my painful and depressed life ?????
Ok, back to my post ~
- Today played habbo and quarrel with someone over something. ( Mind Your Own Business)
- Tuned into habbosoup.net with nice DJ's
- Cloned 1 of my habbo pal :D and there was all sorts coming out from nowhere ?
- Checked my email for messages
- Read others blog and linked someone.
These was what I have done today and I am fuming right now because of some reasons with you may not need to know anyway. =x Oh ya, tomorrow I am having a new bookcase being moved into my house which was bought by ny uncle.
End of today's post.
See ya ~~
8:54 PM
Today I was very maddening as I wonder how some parents teach their children and as people say parents are a role models for their kids but somehow does not even seem to be happening in today society. Today as I was waiting for the shuttle bus to arrive as I going back to Bedok, there was a queue behind me. When the bus arrived, I could almost see people coming out of nowhere. Also there was another one at Bedok interchange when the bus service 18. I was just about to board the bus when suddenly a boy just popped out of nowhere and cut my queue.I wonder do these people ever use their brains before taking over people places ? I waited in the waiting area while you came out suddenly and boarded the bus and do you think is it fair ?
Back to my own post ~~~
Went to Changi Airport today. There place where the food court was heavily packed with people and ate a fast food restaurant called "Popeye". Their Fries are mixed with their own spices and tasted better than adding salt to the fries. Went to walk around and enjoyed the quietness as the arrival hall did not have much people there. After that went to the place whereby we can see the planes and there was very noisy until I cannot even stand it.
Next, we took bus service 36 and went to parkway parade to walk and then played at the Timezone. Jing Xuan saw me as there as he was working there and I played $6 today. After playing, went to find my father and my sister as they said they wanted to walk at Giant Hypermarket but could not find them there so I decided to search for them but they were not there so decided to wait outside.After 5 minutes , they came and find me like on a wild goose chase as I was standing outside Giant while they were outside Timezone. Then went to take the shuttle bus back to Bedok before taking a bus home.
That is all for today. Siging off ~~~
5:44 PM
Was very tired after coming from my uncle's place as I was bored to death there. The food was good as there is curry, bee hoon , fishballs and the abalone and some other stuff which was cooked by my uncle's maid. Chatted with my other uncle's. (sort of ) I kept on grumbling as I was super tired and wanted to go home and have my nice nap. Too bad I did not took any photos as I was too lazy to take pictures. Reached home at 4 pm and took a bath and then went to have my nap.
That is for now .
Signing off ~~
7:24 PM
A short post for now !!
Had MacDonald for breakfast this morning and I just wanted to say that I finally cut my hair today and discovered I have some white hair !!!! Later I would be going out to my uncle's place for lunch and most my cousins too will be there also. I will be posting the rest of the story later here.
Signing off ~~~
11:05 AM
7:19 AM
I have not been posting for the past few days as I was too lazy to blog and also have nothing to say here.Been doing the same things for the past few days like
habboing,tuning in
habbosoup.net and been sleeping quite a lot these days. Also cleared the house as it was messy and dusty with those boxes in my room and been there for so long already.
Today saw a show at 9.30pm which is called " My World My Blog" which started today and will have 10 episode which will be shown weekly about youth aged between 13-21 years of age share their own thoughts. This show journey through the thoughts of us teenagers and understand our behaviour, thinking, emotions, the needs and the wants of us teenagers.
I also wonder in life that what are we really living for ? Is it love, money,friends or what ? I do sometimes think that life is worthless and there is nothing to live for anyway on this planet.We always have to go through this painful process in life which somehow drives people up the wall or go crazy and depressed which also cause them to do silly things such as slashing themselves or even killing themselves just to forget the pain that they are suffering. I do understand how they are feeling right now really just want to go into a deep slumber and wish never to wake up again. I do not understand also why I do not like to meet anyone these days as I have a fear that something would really happen and just do not want to talk to anyone unless to my closet friends.
I shall end my post for today.
See you ~~~
10:48 PM
I want to say about yesterday and today happenings.
08/05/2008:
Did ntohing today other than playing habbo hotel.Isaac came over to my place in the afternoon and we chatted for a while. We watched some move on youtube and watched 'Taxi the movie' and then he had to go home. After that, listened to habbosoup radio and then went to sleep.
09/05/2008
Today was a ordinary day which I played habbo as usual.Chatted with some of them on skype and tuned into habbosoup radio again.I do not know why I have these mood swings these days and do not wish to see anybody these days.I am feeling very depressed and do not know what to do now. I just feel like ending my life and would have no worries after that. I do not really know what to do !!!!!!!!! I feel like I would go crazy any moments from now.
Ok, nothing to post already.
Signing off ~~~
6:46 PM
I am back after 2 days of not posting on my blog.So this was what I did the last 2 days. A short post.
6/5/2008 :
Woke up at 7.30am. Did nothing today other than using my laptop today. Played habbo hotel as usual for today.Chatted with Isaac over the phone for 15 mintues.We were like crapping here and there .
7/5/2008
Played habbo again today.Some mysterious person called and talked to me for some time.I will not tell you who is it.
Okay, I got to go now so cya
Signing off ~~~
7:56 AM
Today, I went on to youtube to search for videos and bumped into some of these songs (scroll down to see). I recently found out that I really like the song cai hong which is sung by Jay Chou. Today also played habbo hotel just to pass my time .Then in the afternoon, Isaac called me and we chatted for 20 minutes before he had to do his stuff so we ended the conversation.
So after that, I had my dinner at 6.30pm and I searched for some songs.Now, I am here bloging what I did today.
Signing off for now ~~~
8:30 PM
4:00 PM
3:58 PM
3:54 PM
Ok, back to post what I want to say for today. This morning went to Ikea for breakfast and then went to Giant just to walk around.We bought some stuff at Giant and then came home. Install the new doorknob for my room and my parents room as the doorknob has been using it for so long already like 25 years.After that, I had a bath and switched on the air-conditioner and then slept for a few hours as I was tired.
Had Dinner after that.Went to eat Kuay Chap and I ate 2 bowl as I was hungry as I did not eat my lunch and walked to the shop to buy a can of soya bean drink.Now typing on my blog while looking at the television as got charity show.
Ok , that is it for today.
Signing off ~~
7:28 PM
I am back to blog today and I want to share something with you.
Yesterday:
Isaac came over to my place but no people was around. (Actually I was at home but decided to ignore him.) I also did for him his blog and found that blogskins while finding for a new skin for my blog but none of it had suited me . It took me less than 2 hours to get his blog up and running and he was very happy with it.I also chit-chat with Isaac on the phone. I never do anything much today other than helping him with that blog of his.I played habbo as I was very bored
Today:
Found the perfect blogskin today morning- Jay Chou ( Which you are seeing right now !) I totally love the blogskin and right now here to blog on my blog and playing Viwawa just now with my sister and she lost to me. :D After that , played habbo for some time and then went to rest as I was tired.Jerome called me at around 6pm asking me why I never attend school. :x Chatted with him for a while and then went out for dinner and bought back the king of fruits which is the durian.We ate happily and it was very sweet.
That is all for today !
Signing off ~~~
8:20 AM
Today is a public holiday which is Labour Day.Actually, I did nothing today other than using my laptop and did not want to go out to any places.I played habbo hotel and chatted with some of my friends and also linked up some of my habbo-pals. :D
I feel like I have a very strange feeling these days as I almost turned emo recently :x
I do not like to talk to people much and keep things to myself and sometimes feel like killing myself and end the whole pain that I am feeling now ! Last time I am very cheerful and outgoing but I do not know why have I changed a lot.
Okay,I shall say no more for now
Cya ~~~~~~
3:03 PM
