I have not been posting for the past few days as I was too lazy to blog and also have nothing to say here.Been doing the same things for the past few days like
habboing,tuning in
habbosoup.net and been sleeping quite a lot these days. Also cleared the house as it was messy and dusty with those boxes in my room and been there for so long already.
Today saw a show at 9.30pm which is called " My World My Blog" which started today and will have 10 episode which will be shown weekly about youth aged between 13-21 years of age share their own thoughts. This show journey through the thoughts of us teenagers and understand our behaviour, thinking, emotions, the needs and the wants of us teenagers.
I also wonder in life that what are we really living for ? Is it love, money,friends or what ? I do sometimes think that life is worthless and there is nothing to live for anyway on this planet.We always have to go through this painful process in life which somehow drives people up the wall or go crazy and depressed which also cause them to do silly things such as slashing themselves or even killing themselves just to forget the pain that they are suffering. I do understand how they are feeling right now really just want to go into a deep slumber and wish never to wake up again. I do not understand also why I do not like to meet anyone these days as I have a fear that something would really happen and just do not want to talk to anyone unless to my closet friends.
I shall end my post for today.
See you ~~~
10:48 PM
