I am totally so pissed off today cause I told my mum that I do not even wish to see anyone but she invited the counsellors down without even telling me in advance and totally ran into the toilet for an hour plus until they left cause I got so angry and even used my hand to hit the wall and trashed my room. When I mean it , I really do it !!
I feel like they do not understand what I want at all. They do things without consulting me first but always tell me in the last minute and do not care what I think. I just wish to leave this world and forget this pain cause I cannot take it anymore and I am going crazy already thanks to my hateful life.
Just now in the morning,
Salimin asked me to help him find 2 songs but
imesh does not have this song. Did some adjustment to my blog and saw the layout but it is not finished yet. It will take
some more time just to get it done and running.
That is all ~~~~
Bye !!
3:44 PM
