I am feeling very weird these days. I just do not know why this is happening to me. I just want to forget it but it keeps coming back as if it is a scar left behind on me which is very painful and hurt. Can I even have my peace ? Every time it flows into my brain, I would just cry and felt helpless and do not even have the strength to carry on in life.What can I even do ? I feel too hopeless to do anything. I feel terrified and scared.
I keep on crying in slience and do want to start life a new but really scared.I am at a loss.
I want to get out and hope it will help a lot.

Shall end my post for today.

Name : Benjamin Tan,
Status : Single
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benjamintanjintat_1992
@hotmail.com
Horoscope : Libra
Child Of God
Spiritual B'day : 13 Sept 2008 Y-Hope (East D2)
16 and going to be 17 on 03 October 2009,
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